I promised to myself that I'll do some things I enjoy and that I'll take some F***ING time off. Well, guess what? I got sick because I started doing too many things at once, silly me!
Not to mention that I took no time off AND I've been unable to work on 2 commissions that I promised to make. Duh.
The ARTWORK! I suppose I came up with this one totally on my own but for the first time I incorporated the rose plugin instead of flower/flower2 (what's the difference between these 2 anyway?
) Yeah. It looked really messy in Apo but sometimes the sweetest reward awaits for us only after rendering the image. I mean, look at this: sta.sh/01plf4yxqyjv
Pink, Venus and flowers. There is a lot on my mind on this topic. I used to hate pink and heels and all the stuff that stank of "femininity". I was never able to look manly, too fragile and girly for that but it never stopped me from acting like a "typical guy". Agressive, straight forward, overly-sexualized, untolerant to "weakness" - to hide my own weaknesses. As I get older, I realise I am neither "man" nor "woman". I am a human with my own qualities. I can do what I feel like doing without caring about how will people label it.
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